Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Take it slow .... and love.


It seems that there is a resounding echo from many voices to slow down this season. Take your time. Do not get overstressed. I wonder what source these warnings come from? I would like to think that they are from The King ... "Slow down My Children. Remember who you are and who I have made you. Remember that this time of year, is to remind you of My Promise of Love! Be at Peace. Have My Joy. Do not be swept up into a chaotic frenzy for fleshly fulfillment. Love one another, as I love you."

Love .... it is that simple.

I was reminded of a love letter, written many years ago. It was written on paper, not emailed. It was written with a pencil, not palm pilot tool. It was written from the heart in a moment of dire need to relate to a lover that was not close by.

Remember the ones you love. I hope you enjoy the letter and this season.

"Good morning on July 7th -

Even when I am in bed my thoughts rush to you, my eternally beloved, now and then joyfully, then again sadly, waiting to know whether fate will hear our prayer.

To face life I must live altogether with you or never see you. Yes, I am resolved to be a wanderer abroad until I can fly to your arms and say that I have found my true home with you and enfolded in your arms can let my soul be wafted to the realm on blessed spirits. Aalas, unfortunately it must be so. You will become composed, the more so as you know that I am faithful to you; no other woman can ever possess my heart. Never - never. Oh God, why must one be separated from her who is so dear?

Yet my life in Vienna at present is a miserable life. Your love has made me both the happiest and the unhappiest of mortals. At my age, I now need stability and regularity in my life. Can this coexist with our relationship? Angel, I have just heard that the post goes every day andtherefore I must close, so that you may receive the letter immediately. Be calm; for only be calmly considering our lives can we achieve our purpose to live together. Be calm. Love me. Today. Yesterday. What tearful longing for you. For you. You. My life. My all. All good wishes to you. Oh, do continue to love me. Never misjudge your lover's most faithful heart.

Ever yours.
Ever mine.
Ever ours.

L

- Beethoven

Friday, October 16, 2009

Never Failing!


So the other day I was overcome with emotion. Great sobs came over me. I felt like I was a failure. I was failing my children, because once again, I was cooking them Kraft Dinner for dinner.


I was crying in my mind, "I should be making vegetables, stew, potatoes. This isn't right! This isn't what a mother does!" Honestly believing I was harming my children.


Immediately, Holy Spirit spoke and whispered sweetness that I needed to hear.


It wasn't enough. I cried out, "I'm failing them!"


Again, instantly Papa spoke in a firm but compassionate voice ... a voice only Papa can use ... and said, "I WILL NOT!"


I know we all have areas in our lives where we feel like a failure. The great thing is ... HE IS NOT!


I WILL NOT FAIL YOU!


I pray that this will resonate through you to your very core.




Thursday, April 23, 2009

A question ....


I wanted to pose a question to anyone for comment ...


Are you open to love?

Sunday, April 12, 2009

He is Risen ... He is Risen indeed!

“Early on Sunday morning, as the new day was dawning, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went out to visit the tomb … (it was empty).” Matt 28:1 NLT

When there is a death, there is a resurrection. Someone shared that today. A most beautiful promise from Papa, indeed. Think about what He is saying …

The same person as the above shared a story to illustrate her point.

She was called to her Mother’s death bed in a nursing home. She left after staying for a time. On her way out, a woman stopped her. The woman, very sick as well, commented on how much the Mother would be missed. The response was, “Thank you. I know she is with Jesus now, in a better place.” The conversation continued.

“Jesus??”
“Yes, Jesus. Do you know Him?”
“No.”
“Would you like to?”
“Yes. Very much.”

So, the woman accepted Jesus into her heart right there and then. Our Author ran down to the (Nurses) office filled with joy. On the way down, she heard the LORD speak to her clearly, “When there is a death, there is always a resurrection!”

This true experience stuck with me and had me thinking …

“Then He turned to the host. "The next time you put on a dinner, don't just invite your friends and family and rich neighbors, the kind of people who will return the favor. Invite some people who never get invited out, the misfits from the wrong side of the tracks. You'll be—and experience—a blessing. They won't be able to return the favor, but the favor will be returned—oh, how it will be returned!—at the resurrection of God's people." Luke 14:12 The Message

I found the above scripture to mean more to me, seeing it in the context of the story. That every opportunity to bless others, can be Papa bringing life, in a response to death, through us. The ageless victory of life over death, can be seen in our every day lives. While we’re waiting to receive our blessing from Papa, at the ‘great’ resurrection … let’s see how many ‘miny’ illustrations of Jesus’ resurrection we can bless others with day to day!

Happy Easter!

Story by Bridget Elwood
Painting by Lydia van Knijff

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Fallacious Programming


I was reading Wayne Jacobson’s ‘Lifestream’ blog and found his latest entry to hold the quote below:

We are in an age of religious complexity. The simplicity which is in Christ is rarely found amoung us. In its stead are programs, methods, organizations, and a world of nervous activities which occupy time and attention but can never satisfy the longing of the heart. -A.W. TOZER-

I totally love this quote. It is the mission statement of what I feel Papa is doing in my life right now. My follow blogger Paul wrote recently, “We do not have our governments kicking in the doors of our churches. Our lives are not at risk preaching the gospel. Yet we are the most fearful group of Christians in the world.” I believe that a portion of the fear we live in as Christians, is the fear of Papa being in control. “If we stop the programs, where will we find ourselves?” Even farther still, “If we stop the functions, how will He be able to do anything?”

It is not hard to find yourself throw into the mix of things that are not from Papa. It's easy to stay in the 'comfortable', soft, sleepy business of programs. The things we find ourselves conjuring up to bring in the masses and rev up the church. Then when you pull yourself from it ... or should I say, when He pulls us from it, we find ourselves facing another challenge. The challenge of, "What do I do now?"

Trust. Trust and believe. Believe that He is our source. That He is in control. That He is the key to everything. That He is what will move us. That He is The One who opens doors no man can open and closes doors no man can shut.

We believe that we are okay. We are okay because we are in His hands.

And we will find that Papa has many ideas for moving His church. That He has many ways of the lost seeing Him and believing that He is their King! We will begin to see that when everything we do has the heart beat of Heaven, He can move mountains!

I believe that we will do many things, when we let Him be in the driver’s seat.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Do we surrender?


King Leonidas: “Spartans! Prepare for glory!”

Daxos: “Glory? Have you gone mad? There is no glory to be had now! Only retreat, or surrender or death!”
A quote from the movie, ‘300’.

Glory! We as Christians have a Glory to grab a hold of. Paul says, “Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize.”

The Spartans believed that surrender was not an option; death was a better end for them. This concept was brought up to me lately. Many of us talk, believe and strive to surrender to Papa every day. The thought that was brought before me was that it doesn’t actually say to surrender, but that the New Testament clearly states to die.

I found this very interesting. I looked into it and, yes there is only one use of the Hebrew word ‘surrender’. It is found in Timothy and was used in reference to the leaders at the time.
The above concept was followed up by the meanings of the words. “They are different.”, was said to me. I went ahead a looked them up:

To die – a verb

1. To cease to live; undergo the complete and permanent cessation of all vital functions; become dead.

To surrender – a verb

1. To yield (something) to the possession or power of another …
2. To give up, abandon, or relinquish (comfort, hope, etc.)
3. To give oneself up, as into the power of another; submit or yield.

Yes, they are different words. I am wondering though, if everything that Papa tries to teach us is actually spelled out? I know that we would like it to be, but is it really? I’d like to go through the above definitions. The One who ceased to live, was Jesus. The One who set the plan in motion, was Papa.

“Going a little farther, He fell with His face to the ground and prayed, “My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.” Matt 26:39

“He went away a second time and prayed, “My Father, if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may Your will be done.” Matt 26:41 – 43


In the above scriptures, Jesus embodies the definition of to die and the third definition of surrender. He gave up Himself, as into the power of Another. He submitted and yielded His own feelings of pain and fear to fulfill “this very reason (He) came to this hour. (He yielded to The Father’s plan, to) … glorify Your name!” John 12: 27


The thing that Jesus had to surrender was His fleshly attitudes! He was fully God and was fully man. Just as we wrestle with fear, pain, anger, jealously … He did as well. In Romans, we read about “our old self (being) crucified with Him so that the body of sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves to sin…”


Many of the scriptures that I found on dying all talked about Jesus doing the dying. That through His death, we die also. That the dying that we can do is only accomplished through His death first. We can’t die on our own … it was His death that frees us. My point is spoken of in Galatians 2:20, “I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.”

I found one instruction that is given by Jesus, Himself to us all, “Then Jesus said to His disciples, “If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow Me.” Matt 16:24. I looked up the word deny in the original Greek. Deny – aparneomai – (1) to deny (a) to affirm that one has no acquaintance or connection with someone (b) to forget one’s self, lose sight of one’s self and one’s own interests. This definition, 100% lines up with the definitions of surrender. We are giving up, abandoning and relinquishing any acquaintance or connection with our old self … our flesh. We forget our self, yielding to the power of Another. Therefore, we live!

A friend of mine said recently, “The surrender is when we stop fighting Him and stop trying to protect and validate our flesh. We know that Jesus "knocks" on the door of our hearts. It is always an invitation.” That reminded me of a metaphor that was also shared with me in the original conversation. When men are in a battle, whose orders do they follow? They follow their General. And when do the men surrender? When the men do not want to die.

The above was shared to prove that we don’t surrender as Christians but we in fact die. But what if the battle is against God? Wait! Stay with me. What if the battle field is our lives and the General is our flesh. If we listen what will happen to us?


Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Penniless .....


Jesus, himself - the man, was virtually penniless.
He - the man, knew He had a Papa in heaven who loved him and supplied all his needs.
He had unshakable faith in that truth.
Then why would, I - a (wo)man, expect any more?
Should I be more important then He, that came into this world as the living tabernacle, to require a 'pay cheque' from The Father.
I wouldn't even want to presume .....
Matthew 19:22-24 (New International Version)
"When the young man heard this, he went away sad, because he had great wealth.

Then Jesus said to his disciples, "I tell you the truth, it is hard for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven. Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God."

Friday, February 27, 2009

Where do we look?


Papa has been speaking to me the last couple days. He has been mentioning the importance of looking at Him only and staying in the now... the today.
Too many times we find ourselves living either in the future or in the past. We find ourselves worrying about what we did or what we will do. Between our past, our present duties and our future anxieties, we find ourselves living half-mindedly.
If I am focusing on what I did or what I may do, am I focusing on Him? No, not likely. I am seeking after an idol and therefore, falling off the path that Papa has laid out before me. Are we looking to the past in order to control the future? By looking to the future, do we think that we can change today? There it is, the ugly thing in us all, the need to control.
I found good news though, "He makes me lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness." We have a promise in Jesus! If we let go, He will lead us. We will find ourselves at peace because He is in the driver's seat.
I don't know about you, but I want to be lead by Him. I want to have that peace that surpasses all understanding. I want to live joyfully today, no matter what tomorrow may bring. I want to cling to the above promise.
Jesus said it best, "Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now and don't get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes." (Matt 6:34 MSG)
Paul Young, author of The Shack, wrote the following, "Would I like an actual office area rather than this desk down in this crowded unfinished basement…sure! But whether I have it or not makes absolutely no difference to me…this is what I have ‘today’ and I am so grateful for it, so full of thanksgiving. Tomorrow is a myth and a drunk driver or a little wayward cell in my body could obliterate any expectation I could have. I only have grace for today and in embracing a life being loved…I am FREE!"
Max Lucado quotes Sir William Osler, in his book, 'Traveling Light'. He says, "Think not of the amount to be accomplished, the difficulties to be overcome, but set earnestly at the little task near your elbow, letting that be sufficient for the day; for surely our plain duty is not to see what lies dimly at a distance but to do what lies clearly at hand."
Jesus is our lamp unto our feet .... not a flashlight in our hand. Let Him lead you today!
With love,
S